It’s a testament to one’s inner strength to be able to
bounce back from life’s uncertainties. That resiliency of soul and purpose
may be one of the most important qualities any person can aspire to. It is
only in hindsight, however, that these admirable qualities shine through.
In this respect, Tommy Shannon is one of
the chosen few.
Known mainly for his 10 years as the
strapping bass in Double Trouble behind Stevie Ray Vaughan, Shannon today
touches people in many other intimate and personal ways. Since his days as
a young bass player behind Johnny Winter to his struggles with substances
to his musical ascendancy with Stevie to his descent into addiction to his
recovery and spirituality today, Tommy Shannon can offer anyone willing to
listen a template for surviving life’s trials.
Most everyone crowds Tommy to hear the
"what was it like playing with Stevie" stories. Though he’ll readily share
those, there’s a more crucial Stevie story Shannon is compelled to tell,
the dark days of their drug and alcohol addiction that hindered every step
the duo took.
Blues legend whispers of men like Robert
Johnson selling their souls to Legba at dark, rural crossroads. Today’s
musician sells to a different devil. "You don’t consciously think, I’m
selling my soul to the devil. But as time goes on, you start realizing
this behavior (alcohol and drug abuse) is not right. It violates all the
values of human decency," said Shannon.
"That is one of the biggest errors of
judgement in life. Not only for people who use drugs, but for everyone
because today is really the only thing we have. It’s how we handle that
and how we choose to look at life. I think the beautiful part is when you
really make touch with the present. The now. And you realize that tomorrow
is going to take care of itself. There will be pain, and there will be
joy, and there will all kinds of changes and experiences; as it unfolds,
just participate and don’t push your will on it and try and control
everything. Instead, use everything to learn."
In the anything-goes Eighties, Shannon
and Stevie found that also included any substance. As the band got more
popular, people who had cocaine or drugs were easily granted back stage
access. Those without were brushed aside. "When we were really still
abusing all this stuff, the people that could really help us couldn’t get
near us. Only people who had dope could come on back stage. I remember I
was at this party one night, and I was kind of struck by this guy because
he seemed real calm and clear minded. He didn’t stay very long. I started
talking to him and I said, ‘Man, here you want some cocaine?’ He said, ‘No
thank you, I can’t do that stuff anymore.’ I remember I just shriveled
inside. And I thought, ‘Oh my God, what I’d give to have that kind of
courage.’"
Shannon vividly describes the dark
journey before getting to that new life as a living death with no control
anymore. When you’re throwing up blood and hung over, the easy way to
eliminate that pain is turn back to the alcohol or drugs. That endless
cycle of self-destruction sneaks up you like a comforting friend. "We used
to get high and party all the time, but even back then, you could tell no
one was very happy. It doesn’t matter if you’re a musician or what you
are, we are all human and we do have something in common. When we start
violating our own spirit, it lets us know. It starts nagging at us
constantly, either die or start living a life based on spiritual
principals. There is no in between, no other way."
The insidious nature of substance abuse
fools the user into believing the art created is breaking new ground. More
often, the journey is blocked by the substance or the never-ending quest
for the next numbing. "That’s a manic high that forces you into thinking,
‘I am so great right now.’ Deep down inside, I knew that someday I was
going to hit that brick wall. Stevie and I hit it right about the same
time. Chris and Reese were not as addictive in nature. They would drink
with us, but they would wake up the next day and not do it. Take some
aspirin and go on with their lives. We never stopped. We never had a
hangover because we never stopped. There was no human power that could
help us.
"I remember about six months before
Stevie and I got clean and sober, we knew we were in trouble. It was about
four o’clock in the morning and we were sitting in a hotel room in Dallas.
We had this big pile of cocaine, probably two ounces, and liquor in the
room. And we were sitting there trying to stop, trying to stop and we were
scared, you know. We actually got down on our knees together and prayed.
And it was a very sincere, deep prayer. It wasn’t a drug high prayer. It
was a pure desperate cry for help. Now the thing is, we got up and went
back and did some more cocaine and drinking, but the prayer was answered.
It’s a wonderful thing to discover after you hit that bottom, that there’s
a way out."
Shannon calls that prayer the turning
point for both. Broken inside, they reached rock bottom. On October 13,
1986, they checked themselves into treatment, Stevie in Atlanta and
Shannon in Austin, and began the 12-step program to recovery. But the
question that nags every musician who is also a recovering addict was
still to be answered, ‘Will I still be able to play my music?’
"Stevie and I were scared to death to go
in and do that first record In Step, when we were clean and
sober. We were terrified because we had never done anything like that in
our lives. We were thinking, what if we just don’t have it anymore? Then
as we started making the record we started relaxing a little more and had
more and more fun, and we realized we could do this. We discovered a more
disciplined and realistic approach instead of the manic approach that
drugs gave. You can tell on In Step our playing is better than
any of our other records. It’s like dealing with all the stuff for the
first time with your eyes wide open."
"I was so nervous on our first live show
that I almost threw up. I kept looking out through these curtains at this
outdoor venue. There were about 10,000 people there, and I kept looking
out there going, ‘Oh my God.’"
From that day in 1986, Stevie and Double
Trouble set the music scene ablaze like a comet streaking through the
night sky. In retrospect, Stevie became that comet, brilliantly lighting
the night sky, then disappearing all too quickly. Shannon’s greatest test
of faith was to come in August of 1990, the day after Stevie’s untimely
death. "I was so devastated that I can’t even put into words how dark was
my life was. If I heard the music on the radio, it made about as much
sense to me as the sound of a chainsaw. I’d look outside and it’d seem
like the trees and the birds were mourning the fact that Stevie’d died. It
was so dark. Just like life was gone, a dark path. And the faith that I
built in my program recovery crumbled."
At times like this relapse is almost
expected, yet Shannon found a greater power guiding him through the
darkness. "What’s so strange is it never once crossed my mind to go drink.
All I can say is a power greater than myself was taking care of me because
that would have been a perfect opportunity to do that. My faith was
crumbled and I couldn’t hardly leave my house, get up and go the store, I
was afraid to go outside or go get something to eat. It was like nobody
talk to me, just don’t say hi, don’t say nothing to me, please. Just leave
me alone."
"I learned a deep lesson there. The
faith that I had had up until that time was very shallow. I had to develop
a deeper faith and develop the complete reality of death and its
impermanence and suffering in life. It’s a fact. Whether we like it or
not, it’s the truth. So the faith that I have been building is based upon
that reality. It’s not based upon getting everything I want. That’s not
what it’s about. For the first four years, that’s the kind of faith I had.
It’s hard to see at first when you actually live through it and you start
working and keep working your program and start developing that deeper
kind of faith."
"It’s not a pessimistic outlook, it’s
very liberating. Sometimes I get caught up in the games, and when I do, I
get miserable. And then I’ll work my way out of it back where I feel that
I’m standing on the right ground again and I see the beauty of it.
Everything changes. It’s like there is constant rebirth too. But if you
attach yourself to things, it makes you miserable because inevitably,
you’re gonna lose them."
"But there’s a certain beauty in seeing
things as they are and letting them go, enjoying them in the moment and
then when they pass, seeing the next moment as something brand new, a
newness to life. That’s where true freedom is. That’s where the freedom
and the faith really deepen. It’s like this old saying, 'if you can find
faith in the middle of hell, then it’s real.'"
It took Shannon weeks to begin to play
his music after Stevie’s death. "Maybe six weeks later I got to where I’d
go out and listen to a band a little bit, and they’d ask me to sit in. I
found out it made me feel better to just get up there and play. It wasn’t
Stevie, which was a let down because nobody can do what Stevie did. But
it’s like I was saying, you need to find enjoyment with what’s there. I
started enjoying it and I noticed that it makes me feel better to play, so
I started playing more and that started helping me more."
"Then we decided to put the Arc Angels
together just like a little side project, just to play around town. None
of us were even taking it seriously and then all of a sudden places we
started playing were packed. But it was all like a big accident; a gift
that came together for us that we really weren’t expecting."
Shannon and Stevie’s experiences go back
to the 70’s on the Texas blues scene. The decades distill to single
moments that epitomize SRV. "I saw that in him when I first met him. It
was 1969 and I'd left Johnny Winter, flew back to Dallas and I went to a
club called 'the Fog' where all my friends hung out. I was walking in and
I heard this guitar player, and it just struck me."
"There was this real awkward looking,
scrawny, 14 year-old kid up there. I knew then that he had something
special. Back then he was like all kids. He was copying Eric Clapton and
Jimi Hendrix and blues guys. He hadn’t developed his own thing yet, but
Stevie was so passionate. He loved it so deeply. He put on a guitar and
something happened. It’s like he went to a different state of
consciousness. And you could see it and feel this pure source of energy go
right through him."
Shannon saw Stevie again in 1978 and the
growth was obvious. "In 1978, I hadn’t seen him in several years because I
had gone through my own troubles with jail. I went to the Rome Inn in
Austin where he was playing, and I could see he was already developing his
own style. It just blew me away; I couldn’t believe how good he was."
It was almost a spiritual calling that
forced Shannon into the band in 1981. "When I joined the band, it was
Chris and Stevie and Jackie Newhouse was playing bass. They were playing
in a club in Houston, and I was living in Houston at the time. I remember
I looked in the paper and saw that Stevie was playing. I haven’t seen him
in a while, so I went down there."
"I remember I walked in and it was like
a revelation. Something just hit me right between the eyes, and I knew
that’s where I belonged. I said, 'that’s where I belong,' and I told
Stevie that. I had never done anything like that in my life. I’m not
ashamed of it. I said, ‘Stevie, I belong in this band with you.’ And I
didn’t care who was listening. I had to say it. He asked me to sit in, and
we had a great time."
Two weeks later, Newhouse was fired and
Stevie had his longtime musical idol in the band. "We were touring around
the country in this milk truck we called the African Queen. We had a couch
behind the front seats, and all our equipment behind that. And we had
rigged up this bed where you crawled up there and every time you hit the
breaks, the bed would slide forward. We were touring around the country in
that thing making $200 each a week. But we loved what we were doing."
"We were like a family. Stevie was not
the kind of person who liked to be on his own. We’d do anything for each
other. Most important, we all had a common goal and drive. Chris and my
role was to play the best we could for Stevie. Stevie never played
anything the same way twice, unless it was the main riff of the song or
something. But he would just all of a sudden go to a change knowing we’d
be right there. He wouldn’t turn around and tell anybody. Sometimes I’d do
a bass line running down, walk down and get it to go right down with him.
So it was like this intuitive thing we were doing."
"I feel like ultimately that’s what a
bass player’s role is, to be the bridge between the drums and Stevie. I
don’t play all these real fast licks because there is nothing that feels
as good as to just find that pulse. When you find that, you flow with it,
and when the whole band is doin’ it, it feels wonderful. Like a sweet spot
in time, and it doesn’t matter if you’re playing one note or a thousand,
as long as you’re there."
After their 1986 rebirth and their
spiritual vision 20/20, Stevie and Double Trouble embarked on a road
schedule that introduced millions to his music, and the music Stevie
honored since childhood. Austin had been the epicenter of Texas blues in
the Seventies and Eighties. When Clifford Antone opened Antone’s and
booked legends like Memphis Slim, Muddy Waters, Buddy Guy, Albert Collins
and every other Chicago legend, Jimmie and Stevie Ray Vaughan were always
in attendance. "Clifford has had a profound impact on this town and the
whole blues scene here. If it wasn’t for him, I don’t think Jimmie or
Stevie would have done as good as they did because when they were real
young, he had this club and he brought in blues men like Muddy Waters and
Jimmy Reed. Stevie and Jimmie’d be there. Sometimes they’d get to sit in
and play with these guys. So Clifford put them through his school of
blues."
According to Shannon, when the masters
heard Stevie, they knew he had the true inner calling to play. "They could
see it. When they’d come to our shows or we played shows with them, they’d
be on the side of the stages smiling and kind of dancing along. You’d see
them nudge each other, smile and point at Stevie like yeah, that guy is
good. And he was so respectful of those guys too. Success never changed
him. Those people were his heroes. He knew where that music came from and
what his role in it all was. That’s one of the beautiful things about
Stevie."
In an odd twist, it is Tommy Shannon who
has been granted the opportunity to channel the music of Stevie and the
masters he has shared the stage with like Muddy Waters. "I got to play
with Muddy Waters when I was playing with Johnny Winter. That was before
we had ever put out a record or anything. We were right here in Austin at
the Vulcan Gas Company and Muddy Waters played there with his band. At the
end, we had this big jam session. I got up there with Muddy Waters, and I
couldn’t believe it. It’s like, I’m up here with Muddy Waters and he
didn’t kick me off the stage. I was just twenty years old, and thinking
this is unbelievable, Muddy Waters. It can’t possibly get any better than
Muddy Waters. That is the purest. It’s the same with people like B.B. King
and Albert Collins, those people were all truth. There are no added
fringes on the outside. Pure current. And when it gets that pure, what are
you going to do to improve it?"
Shannon’s story goes back even further.
He grew up in Dumas, Texas, and moved to Dallas after he graduated from
high school. At that point, his blues education was simple, a Jimmy Reed
song on the radio or Sam Cooke’s soulful singing. "Before I ever heard the
term soul music it dawned on me. It was so different, that stuff touches
your soul. But I had no idea until I got out of high school and moved to
Dallas just how deep it was. Working with Johnny Winter taught me the
depth."
"When I got with Johnny, I was so
ignorant about the blues. I’d listen to all these bands, Cream and all
these new blues bands at the time, and I’d see the writers of the song
were names like Robert Johnson and I’d think, he must be a friend of
theirs. Johnny sat me down one night. He had a whole wall of records from
current all the way back to field hollers. He took me through the whole
collection, playing and explaining everything about it. He’s an
encyclopedia of the blues."
"After I went through that process and I
listened to all the stuff, all the way back to the beginning, when I
picked up my bass and started playing the blues, it was just the most
natural thing I had ever done. It just seemed to be there. But I owe
Johnny that debt of gratitude. Because I had no idea until I got with
Johnny just how and where things really came from."
At 20, Shannon was blown away by
Winter’s appearance and talent. "I met Johnny at the same place I met
Stevie in Dallas, this club called "The Fog" down on Lemon Avenue. I was
playing in this soul band and Johnny didn’t have a bass player. Johnny
blew me away. He was playing and singing his ass off. I thought ‘God, this
guy is beautiful and he is talented.’ He asked me if I wanted to join the
band, so I quit my gig, and I had a good paying gig, and moved to Houston.
We starved our ass off for a while. We couldn’t get hired anywhere. Then
we started getting jobs in the Fillmore in New York, the Boston Tea Party
and I think the Back Bay Theater in Boston." Eventually, that led Shannon
to be playing behind Winter at Woodstock in 1969.
As a rhythm section, Double Trouble is
as well known and respected a duo for hire as the Memphis Horns. Put
Shannon and Layton on a record and you have something special. From the
Arc Angels early in the 1990’s to Storyville’s reign from 1994 to 1998,
the pair has had its share musical exposure in the 1990’s.
Storyville was the all-star
collaboration of a few of Austin’s finest musicians, Shannon, Layton,
guitarists David Grissom, David Holt, and vocalist Malford Milligan. From
their first Monday at Antone’s, there was a common purpose to the
direction. In 1998, Storyville separated under friendly circumstances.
After the break-up of Storyville in 1998, Shannon and Layton concentrated
on their own recording. "Chris and I are doing our own record now. We’re
not trying to recreate what we had with Stevie. There is one Stevie and
trying to capture that would be a big let down for everyone and us. But
what we’re trying to do is just make a good record. It’s gonna have some
good blues on it. It’s gonna have some other kind of rock stuff that’s a
little different, but it’s not a pop album by any means."
Happily, there is an optimistic ending
to the years of personal suffering. Since he plucked his first bass note
with Johnny Winter, Tommy Shannon, clean and sober since 1986, has been
blessed with the task of interpreting the music of the legends he has
hooked vibes with for three decades. New fans who’ll never witness the
pure power surge of Stevie can still behold the magic through Shannon’s
spirit.
"People have asked me what was the best
gig you could ever remember with Stevie, and the only honest answer I
could give them was the whole ten years I played for him. Every night he
did something amazing. Nothing has been as rewarding as playing with
Stevie. That was a once-in-a lifetime blessing. A perfect situation."
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